Ett ställe där vi brukade ha lyckliga sommrar. Eller var det redan då en fasad?
Jag saknar dom lyckliga sommrarna hur som helst.
En sak kan förstöra så mycket lycka. Så många minnen som sakta bleknar bort. Med nya minnen förlorar man gamla? Är det rätt?

I måndags fyllde min mormor år. Har inte träffat henne sen den julen 06, så grymt mycket känslor på en dag.
Har inte hälsat på henne där hon bor. Antagligen för att jag inte vågar, rädd för vad jag ska se. Har tänkt mycket på att åka dit, men är inte modig nog. Vill vara modig!
Vill inte att de ska bli som med ****. Inte hinna, även om det inte var släkt så var det någon nära.

Saknar så mycket. Blir skönt att få träffa min syster och bror i helgen. Måste göra tid för att träffa alla jag saknar!<33

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Lost

Is it obvious to you when you walk into a room
Your face is all I see
And my heart races so fast
I never knew a rush to feel like that
Every time you're touching me

I never did believe in anything
I couldn't hold between my fingers
But the way you make me feel
It's just so real the way it lingers

I get lost inside your stare
Lost when you're not there
When everything I have doesn't mean a thing
If it's without you
If it's a dream, don't wake me up
I'll scream if this isn't love
If being lost means never knowing how it feels without you
I wanna stay lost forever
I wanna stay lost forever with you

No, this feeling doesn't end
It's with me everywhere I am
Hope it never goes away
It's like defying gravity
Losing all control and being free
And I always wanna stay

I never thought that I'd let go
Long enough to fall for someone deeply
Who had the power to erase my fears
And find me so completely

I get lost inside your stare
Lost when you're not there
When everything I have doesn't mean a thing
If it's without you
If it's a dream, don't wake me up
I'll scream if this isn't love
If being lost means never knowing how it feels without you
I wanna stay lost

Don't tell me where we're going
I don't wanna know
I like the mystery, I like the mystery
I can't believe we've come this far
So far away from where we started off
You found me when I wasn't looking
You found me

And now I'm lost inside your stare
Lost when you're not there
And everything I have doesn't mean a thing
If it's without you, without you
If it's a dream, don't wake me up
I'll scream if this isn't love
If being lost means never knowing how it feels without you
Yeah, if being lost means never knowing
How it feels without you
Oh, if being lost means that I'm never gonna be without you
I wanna stay lost forever
I wanna stay lost forever with you